Am I just too softhearted?

I don't get it... It's been an entire 8 hours that she's been dead, but I keep bursting into tears when I go looking into the cage we kept her in with her sisters. Times like this make me wonder why I bother with pets, seeing as I'm always a mess when something happens to one. Dammit, I'm not getting sleep any time soon, maybe some WOW will cheer me up.

Am I wrong?

It starts to feel as though I'm using the new babies as a way to forget the one that just died... It's like I'm trying to not even think about what happened. And I wonder now, am I wrong for doing this?

Dammit, this LJ is getting depressing...